Could This Be Possible?

NO Calories, NO Fat, NO Carbs, NO Sugar!

It’s too good to be true.

http://www.waldenfarms.com/products/all_products.html

I WANT TO FEEL HUNGER PAINS.

I hate school. A little stressed out, might I add.

Is it possible to lose 20 pounds in a month.

If so. That would be lovely.

I didn’t do great today. I went to dance for seven hours but some little one brought in homemade sugar cookies and I had to have one, of course. It wasn’t even the fact that I ate one cause it couldn’t have been more than 80 calories (it was so little), it’s just I lost control and I should have been stronger. That’s all.

I’m Hungry.

Therefore, I’m going to Sleep. I think. I need to shower. I really hate showering but I was a sweaty mess at dance today. In that case…

Goodnight Loves. Never Give Up!

I’m doing so good today.

Even though the boyfriend hates my life and wants me to eat everything in sight with him…like we used to.

*This new obsession I have is slowly tearing us apart but if we love each other like I think we do, we’ll make it.

After three bottles of water all day and 190 cal. soda, How could I ruin such a beautiful thing. I have to squeeze into little itty bitty costumes for dance this weekend, so looking like a whale on stage, with lights shining all over me and hundreds of people watching is not really an option.

So Far:

Mary Jane’s Relaxing Soda = 190cal.

I need to learn how to eat slower.

Don’t Give Up.